Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Coming Out of Retirement

Well you may have guess that I 'retired'; however, things have got to such a point financially that I think I'll have to come out of retirement, and start hawking my wares again.

It's all very upsetting; I'm earning what can only be described as a good salary in my day-job, and yet, somehow, I'm in over my head with credit cards and 'considation loans' - now how do you think that happened?

I'm so fucking stupid with money; I'm just a coupla hundred short each month, that's all I need to pay my debt and have an OK life; but I'm short every month and my debt grows. I've budgeted as best I can, seriously, my lifestyle is frugal now, with just the odd trapping of expense to make me 'look' normal and feel OK; the odd drink here, the odd meal out there. Nothing extravagant, just enough to make me feel like I have a life at all.

So now, I'm gonna have to sit and think, ring my credit card people and see if there's anything to be done, or else I shall be fucking strange men every other night for the next month.

How do I even feel about my last foray into prostitution? I don't know really, it's not like I'm in denial, but I have drawn a line under it. I line I now have to step across.

I'm not proud of my whoring but nor am I very ashamed. Apart from some weird, scary times, I had a good time, it was OK, people were, in general, good to me.

The lates nights are gonna kill me though!

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